Off & On

I can't sleep

I'm blocked

got my numb fingers

I am in a softly falling

the world & their strangeness

truly necessary

also true that... 

not knowing

 & without expecting

I love you 

& my fingers get numb, gently

I fall inside myself

Falling down 

off & on. M

Paranoid joy

♥

I'm in love. M

♥

New age

I was dreaming about you

long ago 

it's warm

and I'm not lost 

New age

young people/wrinkled faces

their bodies can dance

funk, funk dance

and fucked minds

Get high

get numb

float up into the air 

some place where bones can't break

from the load of existing

in a world

with money on fire

with us

the future pulling at our chain.

I was dream about you

lying on my bed

together. M

Amnesic

Standing on middle of the street
at midnight
listening to the bustle of dancing people
didn't know why I was there
why I kept myself in the middle of the street?
My gaze fixed towards darkness
it come: slowly, modest & soft
I wouldn't noticed, if I hadn't kept my gaze fixed & silent on her. M

White Sky

It's hard to let yourself go.

Make decisions & that everything changes

but there is a blind secret: everything changes. 

When you don't make the decision

 life will do it for you 

sometimes waiting is wise, 

but others, it will kill you peacefully.

When you can't choose & 

the words don't work 

loves, from

 your bowels of yourself. M

With in

Where i'm?

I awake in the same room, with a foreboding

I want to lose you the trail.

 Maybe, I may be lost, but not from me,

 I feeling you babe,

 but, you feel me?

Through the crash

through the crash 

Where i'm?. M

Afterlife

I have my head underwater.

My spirit open the eyes

& follow the breeze,

 I need to breathe

but silence envelops me

 with a melodic sound,

the nothing comes

I got in. M